Wow Terri that’s serious stuff. I really don’t know what to say but to agree that you are not a mean person and yes we can get pushed over the edge. God understands and loves you the same as He did when He put you together in your mother’s womb. I only pray that as the days, weeks, years, time goes by, that your past doesn’t stagnate your future. You have 2 choices. You can live in what happened or lei it go, and this takes a lot of prayer and discipline, trust me I’ve been there - and you can move on, serve The Lord, fall in love one day, and be happy. Terri, sometimes you have to create your own sunshine ☀️ God bless you sweetie. Jesus is there.

That's a very beautiful prayer. Rest assure that our loving Father and Savior hears it.

❤️

I understand. You’re a good grandma. But you have the right to be happy to and to live life. God understands more than you know.

I have found myself at that crossroads so many times. I’ve wanted to just give up, maybe go and try to be happier somewhere else or with someone else. But then I thought about the Lord and of course like you I was afraid of making the wrong choice. The grass is not greener on the other side trust me. I’ve stuck it out, going on 18 yrs now. She’s my girl in the river. Sure we’ve had ups and downs. Some her fault and some mine, I’m no angel. But Jesus put us together and HE DOES NOT MAKE MISTAKES. So just pray, cry, and it’s ok to ask why and admit that you’re confused and uncertain. It’s even ok to admit that maybe the love has gone a bit. Listen, you can’t surprise God. He loves the both of you. Stick it out and remember that this to shall pass. One day we’ll be in heaven with Jesus and the rest of our heavenly family. Who knows maybe we’ll get to chat up there. I love you in Christ. God bless you. 😊

Girl God knows exactly what He is doing. One day you’ll look back and see that everything is just as God intended for it to be for you- perfect. Trust, while you wait.

Spell casters?? Have no part in the kingdom of God. Jesus alone gets all the glory. Come back to Christ and if you never knew Him then come to Christ.

Jesus first than when your ready God will surprise you with the love you’ve always prayed for. He wants you to have this most special relationship with another human being, but it can not take His place. Remember sweetie, Jesus first. God bless you.

That’s a good petition. We all struggle with intrusive thoughts and we all will until we’re at home with Christ. The key thing here is not to entertain them, to shift your thoughts to something positive. Read Phillipians 4:8.