Forgive yourself because God forgave you. We all do things that we are not proud of but we have to move on. The devil wants us walking around in condemnation. But we are saved by his grace and mercy. We are all one in the eyes of God !!

Yes I am now going through this I read your full post now and I learned leave everything in God's Hands and he will give you clear direction. We all have free will and some people are just lost. Pray for them !!

I am with you regarding weight loss for real!!

Aniexty is not of God. Praying for peace for you in all that you do and say.

God is so good to us!! Keep trusting and believing!!

I thought I wrote this all the best.