Hello, God Bless you and yours and may he lighten the pain and produce the strength you need to survive and cope to live for what you are here for.You need to let your son know that God does everything for a reason. It was not his fault, you also need to let yourself know that too. I lost my mother also and I know the pain you are feeling especially since I believe you and your son were very close to her. Trust that she will Always be with you and both of you have many chances to still make her happy. Work together and let that bond be closer. I believe Her soul will smile.

Praying for you. God Bless. You will overcome. Just leave everything in his hands.

God Bless. You are doing your job. Your testimony is reaching whom it needs to. Thank you and God Bless you and yours again.