Dear Flossy, my heart breaks for you and the pain and desperation you have expressed. You life is not in vain, there is a reason God has created you, He wants to give you his love and hope for the future. I lost my son a few years ago due to a medical mistake, and a verse that comes to mind is the same one I put on his head stone. I Corn15:58 THEREFORE, MY BELOVED BRETHREN BE YE STEADFAST, UNMOVEABLE, ALWAYS ABOUNDING IN THE WORK OF THE LORD, FORASMUCH AS YE KNOW THAT YOUR LABOUR IS NOT IN VAIN IN THE LORD. Whatever you are going through just pour your heart out to God..He promises to never leave you nor forsake you. pick up the phone and call a crisis hotline, reach out to friends church family. PLease talk to someone. Sending love, prayers, peace from God.

Dear Marie, I do not know if this prayer is in regards to an illness and recovery from it or the desire to want to live..BUT our GOD knows. He knows your heart, you thoughts, your desires, your pain..He sees you were you are. I am asking that whatever need you are facing today, and all your tomorrows that you feel HIS presence and an answer to your prayers. Love in the name of Christ. Yvonne