God, I know that I have not been the best of men and I know that I have send and I know that I have forsaken you, but God pray to you now to please please take away the black cloud that is over. I did not realize that when I reach this age of 66 years old that I wouldn’t be alone, depressed, that my family doesn’t talk to me even though I moved closer to be with them. I just feel that my life has been a waste of time and I do have two wonderful children that are adults and I have three grandchildren and I love them all very much and I’m proud of all of them but when I look back over my life and where I am today, it’s just not what I envisioned And then here I am at my age and I just feel lost just lost so please God help me to find my way. Help me to figure out what I need to do and where I need to be please Lord, please help me..