Please pray for my children and my family and friends and for me. I feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulders and heart. My love of my life and I broke up 2 weeks before I went into labor with our son who was born at 26 weeks at 1 pd 14 ozs and he fights everyday in the NICU to stay alive, please pray for him to be strong and healthy and live a long life, his name is AJ. And I was also during this horrible nightmare served custody papers just when AJ had turned two weeks old in his incubator and tubes everywhere, in pray that my ex learns to have compassion bc no one should do that to a human being especially not when our son is fighting for his life. I love him very much and just pray we can have our family, as stupid and pathetic as that seems bc of all the messed up stuff my ex has done from not being there during pregnancy, to abandoning us at the hospital and treating his son as a low priority in his life bc his priorities are so messed up and I just pray he grows up and learns to put other people ahead of himself and not be so selfish and mean and be a good dad I know he can be bc I know him and love him but the him he is being right now is not the him I know. I just want a peaceful time to get thru all of this nightmare of my baby boy in the NICU and to have my family and for God to please forgive me for all my sins and wrongdoings and repent my sins and help my heart not be so heavy and hurt. I love u God, in your name I pray, Amen.
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