Please pray for me as I'm so lost and I can't see the path in front of me... :_(
I had a relationship which more than 5 years without knowing or show me who he is..... I never receive fair treat from his family. Although, we love each other so much but not sure to trust him or not... After years back, I've break the trust from him. From there, his family member (till now I still don't know who they are) hate me for betrayed him.

Currently, although he forgiven me and we still together but he can't forget the hurt.
He promised that he will find solution for us till his wound recover but how long have to wait.... I also wounded too..... Who will know that feeling of it.... Do you think I really want to be this way? And also not easily to let go...

Am I really totally wrong?

Please tell me what to do...