Asking for prayers to heal my estranged family. I am so heartbroken.

Please hlep me out of this depression. Lord you know I have struggled with this my whole life and now my children keeping me out of their lives is about to kill me. God please help me. I love you and I know you gave your only son for us but God I am not strong enough to live without the love of my children. I don't like to ask for myself I would rather ask for the health and happiness of my parents, children and grandchildren but Lord God I am desperate at this time.