I have come again across a difficult time in my life. Currently I am 35weeks pregnant with a 3yr old son at home whom I raise alone. The father of my unborn baby girl is not around, I have no friends nor any family. Guess one could say my support system is non-existent and has been that way since the passing of my Mommom in 2003, who raised me. I have followed a difficult journey through this life but have not let my struggles bring me down but help shape the me into the woman I have grown into. As of now my life is not how I want it to be, I am unemployed, live with a roommate under his roof, do not have a license at this time, and would say mentally I am unstable. With those things said, I have decided not to keep my unborn baby but instead give her a life I cannot provide at this time and have an adoption plan in place with a wonderful married couple who I believe will be with out a doubt GREAT PARENTS! With all of the things I have dealt with, gone through in this lifetime and surprisingly survived,This I believe is going to be the hardest thing I have and will ever do. I am TERRIFIED, tho I Do Stand Confident in my decision. I am scared and fear my delivery greatly! I ask the Lord to please give me the Strength I need to get through this trying time and keep reminding me that I am doing what is best for my son at home, myself, and this baby girl growing inside of me. I'm going to stop writing now as I feel the tears filling up my eyes and just ask, Please Pray for me, my 3yr old son, my unborn child, and the adopting parents as well. Please pray for my strength, health, mental stability, and a happy,healthy little girl! In the Lords name I pray. Thank You ~ God Bless
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