I pray to our Lord to please guide me and my husband toward a better stable loving relationship and especially with our children. He has become so angry bcuz he is in pain all the time with his knee and back even he is on pain meds. I am becoming more angry with him too, we are drifting apart and i know it is bcuz we do not talk at all about our problems are even anything. I really feel our marriage is a big fake. He hasn't been returning the love, even to our kids. I can't take it anymore, the cold treatment, his pain, being left alone, picking on our kids especially our one and only son. Even our son would burst out after his dad had made him cry or hurt him emotionally and he would say that his dad is mean and should be gone forever. When their dad is gone, my kids are ok and so am I, but when he comes back from fishing, i feel like we're a big obligation to him. what really gets to me too is, he will commercial fish from june to august, and will not work or support the family all winter and that is really frustrating for me and the kids. I don't know what to do anymore or how to pray my faith is sooo small i don t know what to do but pray anyway know how I can ..i have been praying and i feel most times God is not hearing me ?? My husband and i have so many unresolved issues and have been with him for 16 1/2 yrs and all this time been feeling like our relationship is just a fake. i am also tired of walking on eggshells when he is here..dr's even referred me to behavioral health bcuz i was starting to get anxieties. I live in a remote village and the guy from behv. health has not been able to get here due to the weather..n' now is that a sign from God? I've so many on my mind but this is all for now...thank you for listening and would appreciate any advice(scriptures from the bible) any guidance?
Thank you and may God Bless you richly and abundantly
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