I am in need of direction I want so much to be the woman GOD has called me to be. Not quite sure how to become that. I am severly below poverty and have three kids at home. I have been working on my walk to be closer to GOD but I feel like all I do is fail HIM. I think I may be getting evicted this month my pastors are my landlords and they say to ask the church for help is conflict of interest. I am so tired so confused so desperate so lost. I paint on a smile I try to be happy and positive I keep my faith and hope but I'm wearing thin. I want my kids to see GOD work I want them to see peace I want them to know miracles can and do happen even for us I want to provide a stable secure home for them.