Again I come before you Lord thanking you for the very breath I take that sustains the life you have given me. Everything has its purpose and everything a reason.
Knowing that I am torn in a situation I can't reason through, my wife, whom I truly love and cherish has not only decided she doesn't love me the way she feels she must, but we have been separated for over a year now, each on opposite ends of the country. We would talk daily and affirm we still loved each other, but there was always one reason after another as to why we couldn't be together. Now my wife has decided it is best that we go our separate ways. I clearly don't agree and have cleared most hurdles to make my way east to be with her. Now she has cut off all contact in a effort to end this marriage. Dear Lord I truly believe you brought us together for a purpose, and I have never before understood unconditional love as I have with Adriana. I ask that your will be done, but therein is my dilemma. What is I am asking that we come together again and your will is that we go our separate ways? How am I to know what it is what you want? In the natural, to let this go without more effort seems against how you want a married couple to be, and I fear that asking for what I want instead of letting you pull the strings is further frustrating me and keeping me from your blessings. My prayer to you is simple, help me to accept your will, whether it is for us to be together or apart, do not let Satan have any control over the decisions either of us make, I pray that she remembers and cherishes the love we shared, something I hope we only improve upon as we pledged when we married. I ask you to watch over us both and leave both our hearts open to your will. I ask this in your son's holy name, with who's sacrifice we owe our very eternal lives.