Lord Jesus,
I need Your comfort and wisdom. Can You help me get these bad thoughts out of my head? I am sick of them. I am very sorry for all the bad, stupid things I have done. I am thankful that You are here for me and everyone else, too! Thank You, Father!! I don't want to think about that junk anymore. I am sorry that I almost ended my life. I just seek acceptance. And with You, I feel is the only place that I can get acceptance. Thank You for everything You've done for me. Thank You for being in my heart and in my life. Thank You for everything You have given me. I am truly Grateful. I am Forever in Your Debt. I know you have a plan for me. And I am doing my best to keep living under You. Thank You for Grandma. Thank You for Maria, Kathy, Steve, and Alex. Thank You for Larissa. Thank You, Father, for Mr. Gianas. I would be nothing without him. I wish I could see and hug him again. It's not that I want to die. I, somehow, feel ready. You are everything Good in my life. You're so beautiful, you're leaving me... Breathless. I am so happy that You are with me all the time. Please keep everyone safe. Thank You, Father.