I have manipulated used abused and taken advantage of others. I did not listen, or pay attention. I was impatient and took matter into my own hands. I repent and ask for the best outcome ever. I, like an idiot, abandoned and forsook GOD. I repent for that as well. Please help me help you make your life better through prayer. I will wait for GOD to make things right and receive His Ultimate Best with humility. In Jesus' Name, My Lord and Savior, Amen.