pray for me, Michael, give me strength to fight off my addiction to drugs, forgive me for the pain and hurt I have caused girls Leaialani, Ke'aloha, Kai, and their mom Aimee. Show me how to forgive and love but most important teach me how to forgive myself for all my sins because I have piled them so high that everything has become dark and I am all alone, I have lost my family and I feel as if I am losing myself to the evil in this world because I am not making the choices that I need to be making and leading myself into sin. Teach me to appreciate life, the people who love me, teach me to give back the best of myself to the people who are in my life, especially my children who I love with all my heart and their mom Aimee who I love completely and wish to have in my life as my wife and if not at least to be friends and their together as parents if not as lovers......Amen