I am now staying at a friends and feeling like a burden with my three cats, my youngest son just turned eighteen last week and doesn;t want to move thirty miles away from where he grew up, neither did I but, I am way too ill and have to have a home to sleep in and shower and care for my cats please pray that some affordable housing will come thru very soon so my son will stop staying out until 3am and smoking cigarettes when he already has asthma and uses an inhaler, and that I will soon fine someone to spend the rest of my life with who will care as much as I do, I have so much love to give the right person. This whole losing my apartment has devastated me and made my depression so much worse that I think about just giving up every day, I feel so alone and sad and hopeless sittting around crying when I stop to think how my life has turned out, I just want a real place to call home and not have to feel like I'm obligated to others and played for a naive fool.