Jesus Crucification!..I cry over this..........sobbing, weeping......and my gf has to leave my church and cant stay to watch my son play his trumpet at his schools winter concert because of the cross hanging on the wall and that because she is Jehovah's Witness and says it was a TREE???? Then my beautiful bf tells me a story of how when he was in sixth grade the teacher made the class line up and told the first person in line a story and that person was to tell the next and the next and how the story was completly different by the time it got to the end! Its symbolizm. I cry over this story everyday! I feel Him. I know HIM. I have been on the cross with Him in my mind! Is this symbolizm.......? Brainwashing? I love HIM soooo much! Religion! I am a Christian. Have visited Protestants! love em......... visted Jehovahs Witness.have Morman friends,,,,,, Catholic friends.. well ? learned about more love. ........ Please pray for my peace with Religion. I just want to LOVE HIM!! I want peace and feel mad about all the different Religions and stories and judgement which I am doing to because of my religion! ugh! Father I pray and thank you for Your peace, guidance, direction, and protection! Your will be done! I love and praise You so much! In the BLOOD of JESUS. Amen