Yesterday, was one of the most ugliest day's I've had i feel so emotionally unbalanced. Ever since my botched surgery two years ago I feel like a dark spirt is trying very hard to take over. I wake up every morning full of anger with an uncontrollable depression, I'm very sensitive and crying for no reason. I exercise to keep my mind off things. I know that God you can get me throughthis. Its not the first time I've felt like this and you brought me out of it then.

LORD JESUS HEAR MY CRIES OF HELPLESSNESS TAKE THIS DEPRESSION OUT OF MY TOTAL BEING. I PUT IN YOUR HANDS DEAR GOD!!!!!!!!!

YOU ARE MY SAVIOR!!!!!!