Oh Lord! Please take me back to being my normal self again! I know You know what I mean Lord, those times when I get that second or two of hapiness. I want it to be like that all the time, like it once was! I know life is getting difficult, and I thank You Lord that you have blessed us with a beautiful baby boy who is due soon! But I just ask that you help me and be with my perfect wife Sarah, help her to worry less and please help us laugh like we used to. I haven't heard her laugh like that in a couple of years. Please Lord, let us return to our happy fun, happy selves! And please bless Sarah, life is great but please help us have some fun! With all my heart I ask you Lord, Amen.