dear lord, here i am still going forward with my plans.. i am praying for a miracle lord. this the first time i ever said this.. i never asked for a miracle thinking theyre just miracle and they will never happen.. but i will do my best right now til i still have my chances.. and everything is up to you. whatever the happens to my plans, whether u allow it to happen or not,it simply means u have the reason why it happened that way. so lord, give me more strength and guidance as i continue this battle for my family and my kid's future. pray for my husband too. we may be away from each other but hes always on my prayers.. we have plans lord for our family's future.. and for ours 2 girls.. we love them so much. thank you for everything lord. amen.. and gudnyt.