Dear God, I have such an emptiness in my soul pulling me back to my ex boyfriend. I messed up that relationship plenty, I didn't know why it wasn't working....I was physically ill. I just felt we needed space...to figure it all out. I miss him and feel ready to have him back in my life. I never stopped loving him. Please God heal us both and either bring him back or take this aching away and bring me new love. I will accept your plan....not mine.