I have stop doing drugs and really been getting into the bible only problems im haveing is foricating. Last night my girl and I foricated and the day. GOD knows I want to do all his will in my heart,but the devil trying to keep me away from my heavenly father. My girl and I need to get married but we don't have any money to get married. Seven kids and the bills is heavy on us right now but Im not giving up at all I just hath to be more stronger than Im being. I feel like I am playing with the LORD and it is really messing with me.I think he is looking at me in anger cause I pray and say one thing and do another pleaseeeeee pray for me to do all GOD'S will and to be stronger I love the LORD with all my might but I feel so guity and I want to keep feeling the joy I was having the couple of weeks I was feeling.It is a good feeling and pray for me to get off these cigarettes and to learn how to fast I don't want to go to hell at all so please pray for me and my family.Love yall and GOD bless.