please pray for me that God will stay in my life and help guide me in the walk I make. the choices I make aren't easy and the mistakes are so great. I pray daily to God at lunch and give thanks for the day he has given me. at times life is so hard and I don't know which way to turn. my employer says I am too slow at the things I do. and God says, "its going to take time to return to full speed" this isn't easy for me I have always been the person at work who got things done and fixed prombles for others. But at this job I can't always fix things no matter how hard I try. my life has its up and downs and right now I feel as if its down again. I look at where things are today and where I have been in the last 3 years of my life and God has given me so many things to be thankful for. I must keep trying and pushing to make each day better then the last and not fall back into that hole, But I do know if I return to the hole I can ask God to help me get back out of it and he will help me return to the right path. please lord help me fix the things in my head and help me help my son. I need too find a way to get him help in school to learn a different way and be a better person then I am. thank you all for the prays and thank God for each day he gives me to open my eyes and walk into another day. Jaime Pena, always here if I can help any of you even if its just to listen, I do miss haven someone to do this for me.