Dear Lord, I am losing my faith in everything. I have been thru the worst year of my life and instead of getting better I am worse. I can't figure out how any of this can happen to someone all at one time. I lost my entire family, I lost the man I love to another women. He is getting married next month and it is just a year since we seperated. I spent ten years with him. My dad has dementia and barely recognizes what is going on. I just cry everyday and can not figure out how and why this is happening to me. I am broken and can not put my life together. Everyone I have ever loved has left me. I am so mad at the world, I am mad at you, my mother, my sibling, and the man I loved more than anything. Please lord help me! Please help me! I am so tired.