Dear god:
I have been clean from the affliction of drugs and alcohol for 1 year and a half,lately my mind has been flooded with death,thinking I am going to die because of my long history with hard drugs,and alcohol and it's starting to scare me to the point where i don't wann a go to sleep,fearing I will not wake up.I don't know why these thoughts are flooding my mind ...I just want it to go away..It has never been this bad before,I know I am going to die someday but I am still rather young,and I can't explain why I am having these thoughts ..Please god make these thoughts subside so I can focus on my goals ...Just looking for answers I feel like I'm losing my mind