Dear lord, I really want my life to change but it seems like nothings happening.I tried to fulfill one of my dreams of winning the lottery jackpot so that I could help myself,family and donate to charity and help the needy people of the world but everytime I try I fail to tell you the honest truth sometimes I feel like you've forsaken me ,but I know that you will never leave me .its just that everytime I get closer to my dreams of saving the world from poverty and homelessness by winning a huge jackpot in the lottery someone else shoots down my dreams and hopes.please lord help me get out of this life of suffering and show me a new life full of happiness,joy and weath please lord before I end up like the people that I'm trying to save...