I am going threw alot of really hard things in my life right now. Being alone during the Holiday's is about the worst thing on earth. Those who have someone to come home to don't understand loneliness at all. When you feel empty as I do inside you find it hard to go on each day. I wonder what on earth have I done so very bad to deserve the life that I am living. The same ole thing everyday with no rewards what so ever. Your not appreciated at work or at home with your kids. I just pray for a sign that this is not going to be my life for the rest of my life. I need some kind of happiness in my life. That is not to much to ask for.. I am a good person and have been good to many people and it's time for someone to be good to me. Lord I am so ready for my mate that you have in store for me. I just want you to know that I'm ready when your ready to send him to me.