I accept the Lord as my saviour, I know he sent his 1 and only son to thit e cross for our sins....So why do I Keep sinning? Why am I pushing everything and everyone outta my life? MY dad died may 1st and I am not mad at God like others beleive I am confused and hurt but I am not mad at him it taught me a lesson that life isnt promised it is a gift and if I died I don't really know whereI am going.......That scares me. I have done things lately that I AM NOT PROUD OF. I need the Lords Mercy and Grace to run through my veins and cover my soul...I am scared because God gave me chances, and I know I have disapointed him and with him being My Main father I just don't know where to start I need help. I have anger running through me that I never have had before. So if you would please `pray for me and my children amd my life I would aboustly be grateful, on top of everything someone has been stealing off of me so I just need to pray for that person and that that person can turn there heart around...Thank you.