i am duff. i played a role of a father, mother, sister, grandchild and a mum to my 2 year old kiddo.my mum past away 4 years ago, pops, workin' in some place and we were currently living with my sibling and baby in our grandpa's house.
living without parents are real tough and different from having atleast 1..living with a 78 year old man would have been our greatest excitement of fun, sorrow and everything..as in all in 1..

2 nights prior to this prayer, ive seen changes, my grandpa seems to be out of himself. he can still talk but he cannot manage to do some ADL's even going to slip...i really felt strange about that..i know somethings really will gonna happened..now, all i asked for, that god will provide me multiple strengths to fill in, whatsoever plans he us endowed 4 us..
i really dunno what to do, how can i manage all of this when i only had a baby, a 19 year old sister, an illed granny and a tiny woody house as shelter...:'(
help me dear lord....for i am truly out of strength...show me what real path leads...and take us in a way we can make it to peace. amen.