here i am again. this time i humbly asked for your divine providence and most the prayers of people who understands. i am duff, here again praying for the recovery of a special person i also treasured.

i am currently in relation to my old mate, it was a blissful relationship, we helped each other and love is everywhere. he was so great though the fact that he is still suffering. he was been diagnose to have major depression 3 years ago mainly due to his superb substance addiction.

for him, weeds was of great help to ease his depression, and by weeds he can act normally even if its not. lately he acts indifferently, he can listen to advises yet he wouldn't want to the right thing. long term effect of weeds is detected to him.

i am so worried for him, seeing him act indifferently especially when he is with his family. all i asked now, he can be enlightened, he'll realize what he was doing is not good especially to her mom.
she suffer's much pain, seeing his son be like that.

God, please help me.. may he find himself to the reality where he is able to appreciate well those who takes care of him with unconditional love. its really hard to lose someone you loved most, the someone who will take care of you deep down under..mum's do really are the best!hope he can have an open mind for that..open mind to what reality is meant for..

we loved him most...i know we are only passers of once life, hope before time will e