I am with out a job for the first time in many years. I am beyond scared and feel like I have let everyone down. I feel like I am a waist of air consumption and have let the Devil take over my heart. I pray that God will control my life and find a remedy to the pain I feel. Depression is real and it really does hurt. I have a wonderful family but I feel like a failure because I messed up at work and now they have to pay for my mistakes. I pray I will find a new job and meaning for my life and that God will lead me in the path of righteousness I know we can not feel joy without feeling pain. The pain is so strong right now please pray I can recover from this situation.