i dont know where to start,it feels like ever since my dad passed my family has fallen apart,i even thought god left me to,i feel like everybody i love is being taken away from me,first my dad,then my son went to prison,my sons g/f wont let me see my graddaughters,i dont understand why, i did nothin wrong i love them so much,things just keeps getting worse, been praying but i dont know how much more i can take,i cry everyday,i barely eat nor sleep,i sometimes wish i'd die,i used to be so happy,but now im so sad and depressed,thought maybe if i had a little prayer maybe i could be happy again and things will start looking up for me,i know they say god dosent give you more than you can handle,but it feels like he did me,i cant handle no more