Oh Lord, God... I know were destined to be here and you have your good reasons why I am here. Yes, I know I chose to be here but then again I am asking for your guidance. I need strength to get through everyday with him. and I hope I made the right decision, If I didn't then I know you're gonna lead me the way for the right path. I trust you lord with all of my heart. I know I have lots of sins but you still grant my wishes, let me repent and forgive me. I am so very thankful for that and to have you by my side. And please, take care of our both families too. We miss them so very much. We may not by their side but let them know we're still here for them. and Lord, God, Please... I just wanna be with him and get through the day everyday. I honestly don't know whats going to happen next week but pretty pretty please, let me stay with him no matter what. I don't want to just waste everything. You know what I mean... Thanks again and I love you. Ill try to visit you this weekend. I am sorry and thank you.