I am sitting here on the verge of crying. All I ever wanted was to have a simple life. I never asked for much. I just wanted to grow up and find someone who would love me for who I was; To find a job I was happy with and to buy a house and have a family. It seems that God wanted something else however. I accept that but the struggle of all the insanity that comes up with it tears me apart. I could use just a little help with prayer to get me past this. I need to move on with my life. This has been long enough.