It seems that in my life as soon as there might be a glimmer of hope there is a black cloud that comes along and shadows over everything. I know that life isn't supposed to be easy and I am not asking that it is. I just am asking for that glimmer of hope to shine through long enough for me to figure a way out of all this mess. I can fix this but I need help and guidance. Without a beacon to show me the way I will become lost as this is just all too much to work through alone. Please send an angel of hope.