Please say a prayer for me! I've put up with my husbands verbal and mental abuse for years now. I have a 5 and 7 year old, both boys. They are following in their fathers footsteps and its killing me! I pray that God gives me the knowledge and the strength to do the right thing. I'm confused and I need help to make a decision to stay in the marriage or take my boys and leave? I have no job, he doesn't give me access to money. I'm on the verge of exploding! I'm having bad anxiety and panic attacks! Please God help me!!! Amen