I am hurting badly tonight because I am feeling all alone. I moved away from an abusive man and back to my home state where most of my family lives but my boys don't want to even give me 5 minutes of their time a week and I am having a very hard time being positive. My grandkids live here too but my ex daughter in law rarely allows me to see them. I long to be in better touch with my family and I thought things would be different when I came back. Even my church acts like they don't trust me. I am really battling negativeness that the devil throws at me. I gave everything up for God and thought He would bless me for it, but I don't feel very blessed right now. I love God don't get me wrong, I don't feel loved back. I just feel hurt. Where did the joy of my salvation go???? Please pray for me. Thank you. <3