God I know you gave me all of my wonderful talents, gifts and my family and I thank you for all of them. I thank you for my addiction because even with it through all the dark times you have shown me your grace as i got through it. I want to feel good about myself God, i want to feel appreciated and that i am worth it because I don't. I want to do everything you have planned for me god and to be the best I can, because it feels no matter how hard i try I am never good enough and i cant do it. It seems so silly to want to feel loved and accepted. I just never seem to believe it. Please God I pray that i become more like you and accept your guidnace in my life.