God,

You know I am not perfect. I got my self in trouble again after 10 yrs., however I am willing to take consequences for the choices I have made. Although in the process of my poor decisions. My children are brought into my mess, please Lord look after each & every one of them. The only family I have up here are my children. My two oldest children's father have passed on. My oldest is 21 yrs w/ a 3yr old son going to college. I do not want to have to burden her with my 15 yr old son who has adhd, and I have a 11 yr old, she should not have to however It is going to take time for me to come up with another option & money to pay for a hearing. Lord please I ask of you to watch over each one of my children. Let them know that I love them dearly forever, and I can not changed what has happened. I have to stay focused on getting this in order for my children.

Please let this work out for my children as I don't want them separated. Nor burden my daughter who said she would take temp guardianship of my son. She is a beautiful person inside & out.
Thank you GOD & all who will keep us in their prayers. Lord you know all we have been through and going through, I have to know in my heart that it is your will not my. However the guilt & shame I feel when I try to talk to them is heart wrenching. Please lord GOD grant us the serenity to accept the things change, the courage to change the things we can & the wisdom to know the difference.