I need prayers! I ask that GOD help me to change the things within me that I am very uncomfortable with. The things that I know are not good for me and that I don't want in my life. I know there are things I need to do in order for this to take place but I am very unsure of what those steps need to be. I need clarity and guidance in what to do and what direction to go. I am tired of the conflict, the anxiety, the depression and the fear that I allow to consume me. I ask that GOD continue to bless myself and my friend in our relationship as He has provided so many blessings in such a short time. I feel that me being able to conquer these things will help myself as well as my relationship with my friend. I also ask that GOD help my friend to have patience with me as I am transforming and that God also help to transform my friend in whatever ways he is needing. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen!