I know this sounds silly, but I just ended my relationship of a year and a half with my boyfriend. We were talking about marriage seriously. He did not have his life together and we were going to wait until God decided it was the right time. After getting into an argument because he got mad and resentful because I get sick so easily(I have been diagnosed with a sinus disorder that they were JUST able to control after years of medications that did not work) we broke up. He told me I affected people by leaving them in a "lurch" when I am sick, and I am sick because I drink Coke and eat processed foods. I had just told him a few days before how down I was on myself feeling like I burden people and like I cannot do anything right. Anyway, it has been two weeks, and though I am sure I made the right decision in ending the relationship (he had no job, lived with his parents, and not going to school and he is 29) I am hurting so badly. I love this man and wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. I feel empty and am not quite sure what to do next. I am not praying that we get back together, because I do not think that is the man God wanted for me. I am praying for strength to get through this hard time. Not only the breakup, but 2 months before this my grandpa died. This month, my car is messed up with $400 in repairs, my rent went up to almost $1000, I am broke, work is stressful, and I found out my insurance wont cover the ONE drug that works for my sinus problems after YEARS of trying different medications.....things are not going my way and I am not dealing well. Please say little prayer, of you would, because I am feeling like I need more strength than I am able to find to deal with all of this. Thanks in advance. God bless y'all!