Dear God,
as you know, the love of my life for 9 years is in Iraq, and I miss him terribly. He promised me he woulnt forget about me, and that he would call me asap but it has been a month and a half. Have you heard my pleas? my begging? My signs, My lord please bless me with 1 phonecall please. I am beyond desperate i need to hear his voice again my lord. I need to know he is okay and safe. Lord, i know i havent been the best person in the world, and i know i have sinned a lot. But im a good girl and i try the best i can every day and i am begging you to please bring my baby home to me. Please let him come home safely into my arms. When he is gone it feels like my soul is gone with him. My heart. I need strength God. Please give me the strength i need to get passed this extremely difficult time in my life. Please lord forgive me for any wrong i have caused to you or anybody around me. Please just give me and jaafar some sort of contact while he is away. Please keep him and his father safe. Please let his father grow stronger everyday, let his health increase. In Jesus's name Amen.