Today i have to pray for a peace of mind....last night was another sleepless night...when breaking up from a companion you always feel like your going thru a death . I pray that i get over this bond . I pray i can move on from humility , stalking , lies, jealousy , hate , all those feelings of low self-esteem . I pray that i wont put myself in this type of situation again . I PRAY THAT god finds me a great man that understands me as a mom and a creative woman . I pray for a god fearing companion someone who fears the LORD and who understands that i am connected to GOD LIKE MY HEART IS IN MY CHEST . i pray god takes away all fleshy thoughts of sex that is not of my husband . I PRAY that those feelings go away of yearning for the touch of my x . I WANT TO PRAY for MOVING FORWARD.