Please pray for me tonight. I have made a lot of mistakes, but I know that I love him. I know THAT there are red flags and that I should walk away. Nobody deserves to be verbally bashed or abused, or harassed by phone. As much as this hurts, please pray Gods healing on my heart. That he will restore me and teach me patience and learn what a Godly man is and can be in my life. I have been slipping , I feel so far from God , please pray that he completely restores me and heals me tonight. Pray that God will send a GODLY man into my life and that things will be as God intended.