Dear God, I hope that you have been listening to me. I pray very hard for you to help me get my deepest desires. Please Lord help me walk the right path. Please help me to understand and realize what I need. Please wrap your arms around me and guide me to the right door. I need you now and for ever! Praying that either tonight or tomorrow night you will help me fill what I long for. Help me to see if what I desire will help save my marriage or to realize my husband and I want/desire different things and need to go our own ways and different paths. I don't from the bottom of my heart ( you know that ) want it to be over but I think we are at a path the neither one of us knows what to do. In God's name I pray.