Dear God, well I didn't get what I desire last night. So here I am praying that tonight you help me get what I desire. I just can't do this anymore. Husband hates me so much. I can see it every day and every night. It is all over his face. We don't talk, he says I am a waist of his time to talk to. I can't seem to do anything right according to him. I try so hard to be a good person but it never seems to be enough. You know I go to bed hoping that I don't wake up and I wake up depressed because I do wake up. I am so lost and alone now. I don't want to do this anymore. Help me please. Please God help me get what I desire tonight. In God's name I pray.