Please as i type this it is very hard for me to ask, i have been hurt basically my whole life i never had the joy of a job or taking care of my wife and little daughter this may sound like a selfish prayer but i just want to live a normal life,why do people who do not want to work get jobs and those that are quilified dont even get a no but only silence sometimes i wonder i am a person with Epilepsy, not many people understand and the easy way out is to avoid me. My prayer tonight is please God how long must i suffer for something i have no control over please let there open a door for me somewhere and help me to pray for others help me to regain my first love Jesus Christ Amen