Magnificent Father Author of all Truth and Science, Master of this and All Universes, I type this to remind you I do have my heart mind body and spirit set upon YOUR WILL. My life and beyond I lay down at your mercy. Yet give thanks for all I know you've done, and all I know not of yet. You've been close all my life. My sins you might say were great or small, I wish to repent and repair them all. Some of my sins were so shameful I can only admit them to your Counselor and Comforter, especially those I cannot properly remember. I do not wish to run from them. I merely have no idea how to repair them and have need of your judgment and guidance so I can someday properly serve you fully without shame or guilt. I look forward to Judgment Day so I might hear your verdict and extend my deepest gratitude to you in person. I know your precious Son Jesus Paid the Ransom for me more times than I can recount yet stands ready to do so again for every time I would repent. I so wish to repay Him somewhere I hope.