Dear God I need you now more than ever. I am truly devastated and heartbroken from my own wrong choices. I need my family. I need a job. Please help me help myself in finding that I can do it on my own... I need to prove that I am not as weak as I feel I am. I am going to go searching for a job once again tomorrow, please help me achieve my goals, Lord, I cannot do It without you. I am so afraid.