These days I feel so all alone in the struggle to continue to hold onto a place that has been prepared by a family elder. I have taken on such a load and now I don't know what to do. I continue to do the things I think to do to maintain it, but in times of financial oppression I began to fall short. God has kept me thus far, far beyond my physical circumstances. I believe that He will not put more on me than I can bare, so I will continue on. I ask that you pray my strength; health and patience in all of this. But most of all to hear God's call for my every move and not my own. Thank you and God bless always